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04 September 2008 @ 11:30 pm
In short, Axel is not doing well.

He's likely varying back and forth between mulling about Seventh Heaven, frantically searching other worlds, and otherwise pulling a Roxas and mulling about god knows where. Probably in that order, with a wash-rinse-repeat of the second and third. At the moment he's torn between moments of complete despair and random bouts of determination, and whether or not maintaining any semblance of hope for Roxas' return is worth it. I dont think he knows how to give up on Roxas completely, but at the same time, it's such a heavy blow that it's questionable whether or not he'll be able to withstand it.

If anybody would like to do a thread or plot, contact me (AIM is viii of hearts, or a comment here is fine). Otherwise Axel will be keeping to himself and generally absent from the comm, so feel free to comment on that ICly as well. I'll be gone this weekend, but I should be more than available once Sunday afternoon hits, so let me know!

I know Demyx is helping look for Roxas, and I know Tifa would be present at 7th Heaven. So those are two thread ideas there. Or, you could have your character go after him, or we could arrange a random run-in in-world, since he'll be searching for Roxas everywhere. I'm open to whatever though, guys! Just let me know. :Db
Haruhi Suzumiya: giving Kyon a hard on~godisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:30 am (UTC)
I'd kinda like Haruhi to say good-bye to Axel, but that's up to you.
Axel: I dont care if you really carecandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:33 am (UTC)
I didnt mean to say that he's leaving, just that he wont be around at the comm for a while, since he tends to be a loner when it comes to personal matters. Long term I'm not sure what I'll do with him, but I think it'd be a while before I'd be able to let go of him.

Anyway, I'm open to RPing things, but since he wont initiate it, I'll need to get things rolling with people OOCly.
Haruhi Suzumiya: sing with my soul before I get oldgodisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:34 am (UTC)
I know he's not leaving, but Haruhi is.
Axel: spin round to a beautiful oblivioncandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:35 am (UTC)
Ahh. Whenever's good, we just need to figure out a thread. I need to finish packing and get to bed, since we gotta leave for the airport in like... six and a half hours. But I'll be back around Sunday.
Haruhi Suzumiyagodisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:36 am (UTC)
Up to you /o/!

I think Haruhi is leaving with the Doctor on like saturday, but screw timelines and all that~
Axel: ordinary worldcandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:37 am (UTC)
Ten's dropping, too?

Will do -- would she come look for him, or what?
Haruhi Suzumiya: Hello in Japan!godisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:38 am (UTC)
What? No, noone is dropping as far as I know.

Uhhh....I dunno!
Axel: it's how it's always beencandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:40 am (UTC)
...You have me totally confused, then.

So she's just going to go look for Roxas, essentially "leaving" like Axel is right now?

I know he wasnt included in her locked post, so he probably has no idea what's going on with her right now, though his thoughts are mildly preoccupied anyway.
Haruhi Suzumiya: But where is my pony?godisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:41 am (UTC)
Yes and no. First she's looking for Roxas and then she's traveling with the Doctor for the rest of the season 4 plot. So she won't be really able to do much outside of the Doctor and Donna.

He wasn't? Shit, he was supposed to be. ):

EDIT: I just checked, he's listed.

Edited at 2008-09-05 05:42 am (UTC)
Axel: a thousand miles of firecandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:42 am (UTC)
Okay, so basically same situation as Axel right now. Got it.

Looking at it now, it looks like he was added in? I just remember him not being included when it was posted, so I figured she was shutting him out over the Roxas stuff.
Haruhi Suzumiyagodisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:43 am (UTC)
I am pretty sure he was always there, Haruhi really doesn't have many close friends.

But we can go back and do stuff with that if you want.
Axel: make me blind when your eyes closecandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:45 am (UTC)
I could've sworn I read over the list two or three times when it was posted, to be sure, but I tend to also skip over the obvious, so maybe I was just going crazy that day.

We'll figure something out for before she leaves. Catch me on Sunday or Monday?
Haruhi Suzumiyagodisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:46 am (UTC)
Yeah, I am pretty sure I did because I kind of wanted you to respond XD

either or!
Axel: your love is better thancandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:48 am (UTC)
Weird. There must've been a tear in the space-time continuum or something. I remember seeing Cuddy, Sora, Riku, and Kyon and a few others, but that's it. AH WELL. I would've replied.

Sounds like a plan!
Haruhi Suzumiyagodisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:49 am (UTC)
You can always respond when you get back?

Axel: cherry darlingcandyismyotp on September 5th, 2008 05:50 am (UTC)
WE SHALL SEE. Threading with Axel at that point is really emotionally draining, you can ask Tifa -- we were both bawling our eyes out while RPing that one post.

Haruhi Suzumiyagodisagirl on September 5th, 2008 05:51 am (UTC)
Up to you. Our threads rarely seem to go anywhere anyway, so I really don't care. It's just RP. No point draining yourself.


Edited at 2008-09-05 05:55 am (UTC)
handywithscythe on September 5th, 2008 09:30 am (UTC)
Well, Death could be pumped for information but he is generally unhelpful due to The Rules (both ic and ooc).
Axelcandyismyotp on September 12th, 2008 09:29 pm (UTC)
Hmm. I'm not sure what kind of information he'd be able to get, yeah.
The Doctor: *checks flist for drama*timey_wimey on September 5th, 2008 02:47 pm (UTC)
Haruhi has... kinda enlisted Ten as her own personal Roxas Search Party. |D They could run into each other on the same mission? IDK, just if you want. Poor Ten doesn't even know who the person he's searching for is, except that he's important to Haruhi. [lolsoclueless.]
Axelcandyismyotp on September 12th, 2008 09:31 pm (UTC)
Sorry, this week has been more hectic for me than I expected.

Axel is not going to be happy about the memory erase stuff. In fact, he's likely to be furious. We can do an RL with them running into each other, because I'd like to get some Ten/Axel interaction in, but at this point maybe the memory plot is where we can do that.
The Doctor: *checks flist for drama*timey_wimey on September 13th, 2008 08:48 am (UTC)
It's okay!

Heck, Ten isn't happy about the memory erase stuff, he hates that it's looking like he has to do it. Doing something with the memory plot is looking good, though!
Jordan C. Wildeglowy_brows on September 5th, 2008 05:22 pm (UTC)
Feel free to have Axel bump into Jordan, if you like. They may not have always seen eye to eye, but Jordan totally knows what Axel's going through right now and he'd like to help, even if it's just to offer some words of encouragement.
Axelcandyismyotp on September 12th, 2008 09:33 pm (UTC)
Will do. We can get a thread in somewhere. I'm not sure what Axel's going to be up to right now, he's about to find out about Haruhi getting memories of Roxas erased.
Genesis Rhapsodos: Goodbye | Bittersweetneedsmorefiagra on September 5th, 2008 05:42 pm (UTC)
I'm happy to do a Axel/Demyx thread...where Demyx can attempt to calm Axel down or something and they can figure out what to do about Roxas. But we'll discuss that over AIM once you get back.
Axelcandyismyotp on September 12th, 2008 09:36 pm (UTC)
Dude, totes. Lemme figure out what's going on with the Haruhi plot and we can do something from there.
shareasky on September 6th, 2008 12:01 am (UTC)
I was kind of thinking maybe we could try the turning-Sora-into-a-heartless to get him back thing! I've always wanted to take a swing at AntiSora, and it would be IC enough for Axel to try and turn him into a heartless, chyes?
Axel: make me blind when your eyes closecandyismyotp on September 12th, 2008 09:38 pm (UTC)
I'll have to think about this one. I'd almost rather do something with Tifa instead. But yeah, Sora into a heartless is something we could do, I just know it wouldnt be Axel's first thought since, if Roxas is gone and not with Sora, he knows it likely wouldnt do much good. But I know he'll seriously start pondering it after a while, as a desperate one-in-a-million shot, at which point we could do it.
shareasky on September 12th, 2008 09:51 pm (UTC)
In canon, it didn't take him that long to start considering it, so I doubt he really thinks of it as a one-in-a-million shot, and since he never got the opportunity in canon to try it out, I doubt his thoughts would have changed? IDK. Either way!
Axelcandyismyotp on September 12th, 2008 10:54 pm (UTC)

Well, it was definitely on the top of his list when Roxas disappeared into Sora back about a year ago. What I'm saying is, this is different and he knows it, and Sora knows it, and it's been stated publicly, everyone knows it. o_O So I think he'd go "well, if he's not inside Sora then it likely wouldnt work" but it'd still be worth a shot as a last resort.
shareasky on September 12th, 2008 11:00 pm (UTC)
More like two years ago, ne? Anyway, yeah, I see your point. If you wanna do something with Tifa instead, I threw up a post. Feel free to harass her. I'd just prefer Sora was involved because... well, for obvious reasons. If anything is going on with Roxas, he's going to be the first on the need-to-know.
Axelcandyismyotp on September 12th, 2008 11:44 pm (UTC)
Like I said, an anti-Sora plot would work well, but maybe after a while?
shareasky on September 12th, 2008 11:45 pm (UTC)